Bb Dm
I have this paralyzing fear that I'll maybe go nowhere
C
But God forbid me ever admitting I could be scared
Bb Dm
And I can't stand my friends right now we got nothing in common
C
But being lonely's worse than just having friends that don't care
Bb Dm
You said it looks like I've been going through hell
C
How did you know? How could you tell?
Bb Dm
Ask me to explain myself
C
Well
Bb Dm
I'm trying my best here to be brutally honest
C
Nobody said changing would be this exhausting
Bb Dm
A foot on the break 'cause it's been making me carsick
C
How could you blame me? Growing up is chaotic
Bb Dm
Don't wanna say it but I really think that I miss him
C
It might seem stupid but I still look through all of our texts
Bb Dm
Who knew that wanting someone could ever make me this desperate
C
Don't think that I'll do that again, no
Bb Dm
You said it looks like I've been going through hell
C
How did you know? How could you tell?
Bb Dm
Ask me to explain myself
C
Well
Bb Dm
I'm trying my best here to be brutally honest
C
Nobody said changing would be this exhausting
Bb Dm
A foot on the break 'cause it's been making me carsick
C
How could you blame me? Growing up is chaotic
Gm Dm
And maybe I'm just blowing all this shit up in my head
C
But I can't help it
No, I can't help it
Gm Dm
Fooling myself thinking that I'll never love again
C
Goddamn I felt it
I really felt it
Gm Dm
Maybe I'm just blowing all this shit up in my head
C
But I can't help it
No, I can't help it
Gm Dm
Spending too much time on things I know that I'll forget
C
But damn I felt it
Bb Dm
I'm trying my best here to be brutally honest
C
Nobody said changing would be this exhausting
Bb Dm
A foot on the break 'cause it's been making me carsick
C
How could you blame me?
Composição de Greg Kurstin/Tate McRae/Victoria Zaro